There’s just a way you word things that makes me feel really bad about some of the things I do. Like I’m a horrible friend. And that could be because I’m just overly dramatic sometimes and take things too literally or something like that. But I just feel awful whenever I seem to let you down.
Maybe I need to stop taking on these kinds of burdens, maybe that’ll make it easier to go through all this and deal with everything. But in doing so, that means I have to stop caring so much about you. And that’s the hard part.