November 20, 2011
Dear You,
It rained today.
Even though I thought that we were in this weird place because it seemed as if you were ignoring my texts, I couldn’t help but ask you that question. I had to know how you knew that when it rains I think of home. You said that it’s because you do it, too. The moment after I read your response, a giant smiled crept onto my face. I thought it was only me, but now I’m very happy that it’s also you.
Even though it was such a gloomy and cold day, I enjoyed it so much. The rain just reminds me of all the things I miss about home. It gives me this calming energy…as much of an oxymoron that is. But I just felt so relaxed; and after finding out you think of home, too, I felt so warm inside.
You always give me that feeling of warmness.
Love,
Me
November 24, 2011
Dear You,
I know I haven’t written in a few days, but that’s because I’ve been so occupied with “living in the moment,” much like our teacher kept telling us. I was just enjoying all the things that was going on that I didn’t need to write these virtual letters to you. Instead, I was actually cherishing every time we sat by each other or when you’d hold my hand, and just…took it all in. :)
Honestly, I’ve been so much more stress free these past two weeks. Since I’ve decided that I’m not going to make a big deal about us or whatever is going on. Because obviously you aren’t, and I’d rather not ruin the nice thing we’ve got; even though I don’t really know what it is, but you know, not everything needs a title and definition to exist. I figure, if you do like me, or you’re still figuring it out, or whatever it is, if you’ll want to tell me or make it known, you will. In your own time. And I respect that. You already know how I feel about you, and that was all I had to do on my part. So now it’s up to you, because I could never and wouldn’t force anything upon you, especially feelings for me.
So that being said, I hope you’re having a good Thanksgiving with your family, even though I know you weren’t so excited about it. But nonetheless, I’m thinking of you and how thankful I am that we’ve met.
Love,
Me
November 26, 2011
Dear You,
Last night was one of those nights, again, where I was too occupied with you in real life that writing a letter here wasn’t necessary. I love when those times happen. :)
Even though it seems like the only time we text is late at night, I don’t so much mind it. I think because that’s the time both of us do our thinking. And I like that you’ve been texting me first. I really like that. ^_^ Even though I planned on going to bed at 10:30, when I actually got under the covers, I didn’t doze off until after 2am! All because I didn’t wanna miss any of your texts. Three hours, we were texting for three hours.
I wouldn’t mind repeating it all. :)
A part of me can’t wait until Monday morning when I’ll see you in class. I hope you’re having a good night.
Love,
Me
November 27, 2011
Dear You,
I wondered what you were doing today. I figured you woke up and got on your computer, played some WOW like the dork that you deny that you are! But it’s another thing I find absolutely adorable about you. Goodness. Then maybe you had to go get your roommates at the airport? Maybe caught up on some football? Then relaxed for the rest of the day?
Whatever you did I hope you enjoyed it. Let’s make this week a good one.
Love,
Me
November 28, 2011
Dear You,
I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me today. I was pretty out of it when I read my scene and found out what my character does — what I have to do. Or at least the mindstate that I need to be in. You being there to take my aside and kinda calm me down was really sweet. You were really concerned for me, and not many people have been in my life. You know what happened to my friend so it was nice to have you there to put your arm around me and just tell me that I’ll be able to do it. You even offered to rehearse with me and make it a comedic scene to get rid of all the tension and bad thoughts. :) See, that’s why I’m so in like with you. Because you’re just you, and you are genuinely kind and sweet. So thank you for being there for me. Not only with this, but always. You’re always there. And I like that.
Love,
Me
November 29, 2011
Dear You,
I’m sorry I didn’t invite you to hang out during our break! I honestly thought that you were coming back with us to my room! But when I turned around you were gone! I hope you don’t think that I didn’t want you to hang out with us. I know you “got mad” when we got back to our last class, but you were playing around I’m sure. Because, come on. You better know that of all people I’d wanna spend time with you.
And again, you left before we could say goodbye for the day! :( Don’t do that again! I don’t like it when I don’t get our end of the day hugs. All right?
Love,
Me
November 30, 2011
Dear You,
I think it’s absolutely fun and adorable when you call me over to listen to music with you, and you sing and dance along. :)
Love,
Me
December 1, 2011
Dear You,
Today, in my notebook, you wrote “I <3 you.” And you drew a smiley face next to it, with hearts as eyes. ^_^ You’re so incredibly adorable and cute and you make my heart beat faster when you do little things like this. Geez, you know how to get me to smile!
I like that you know how to get me to smile.
Love,
Me
December 2, 2011
Dear You,
I loved your surprises you gave me today. :) Absolutely love them!
The little things you do always put a smile on my face. Goodness. I’m just really happy with where we are right now. It’s nice, and simple, and it just feels good.
Love,
Me
